The trouble with trying on your wife’s underwear is that you just want to keep on doing it! Over the next few months I had a few opportunities to indulge. As 2012 became 2013, it started becoming a more regular thing. I even managed to squeeze into her wedding dress (though I couldn’t do up the zip completely)…
Eventually there comes a point when you take that next step…and buy your own lingerie: that first pair of knickers, the stockings, and the high heels. And then you get the home and have to find somewhere to hide them!
I remember thinking at this point that there was no turning back now: I had to go wherever it led me.
I wasn’t consciously looking for anyone or anything, but I was beginning to realise how miserable my everyday life was making me and Alice was my escape, where I was free to flirt and fantasise.
No, I didn’t feel guilty or that I was doing anything wrong. Yes, I was married with young children, but there had been no sex for a few years and the intimacy and affection I craved was waning fast.
I began taking more risks and looked forward to my Alice time, both the dressing up and the flirting online.
On my 50th birthday, I went to a strip club near my office in the City and met a girl who would change my life forever…
A Man Called Alice 
Sad. Intimacy is so necessary for a healthy relationship.
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Yes, and that faded over time.
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How did you lose your sex life? It sounds like your marriage was virtually dead. Did you do anything together?
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After the children were born she was no longer interested. At all. Yes it was after a while. Very little. And it got less and less.
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